this letter conains imotion of herat not brian try to understand

how r u today my schatz..? i read urs blog and i thought abt u..when i read some word i cant understand wht u mean and wht u want to tell ..but i know the one is u feel lonely i dont know why..sam the day that my friends visited to me that day u think i leave u alone..ohh no .no sam..i didnt..i m aslo feel something wrong in my life ..that why sometime i take my time wiht some friend to forget my trouble and change my mind..that all. sam u know i cant live my life as i wishes...when i was kind i was also no friend ..feel lonely..my mom worked in another country and my dad worked in another place ( u know he is captain ) ..that why i always alone...have also no brother and sis..i know that feeling how pain. now i worry abt u..u have no friend n feel always lonely..Babybell K: but sam plz dont upset urs life...do wht u want..but think for urs family..i try to good and understand to another pepole as possiple as i can but i never expect something from them..sam u know na how difficult to smile..but i always try to smile..becos i want to give to the people good feeling with my smile..the important one is the God ..God always be with u and take care of u and love u forever and more...dont doubt it my schatz...if u have some trouble and feeling bad ..that is the test from God i think .becouse he want to know how u trust him and have faith in him..i dont know wht u did in urs past but past was gone sam..try to forget the bad thing and try to do the best in present and furture..i dont know u believe urself or not..but i believe u ..if u want u can do ev