today is very tired day

i wake at same time for school i had a exam of engilsh that was very easy i am sure i get 70 or 60 in it i repaired my laptop and went to nehru place for some work that the fuckiest time there dev the bastard forget it i took half day from school tommorow i think is speacil i dont know why dear my feelings is not enough i am feeling very tired now selda i miss u so much i have to give project to suchi mam i have two and i am not sure which one she likes i wrote one poem today dear read by heart i know i am not good poet it does not matter i am different it matter becoz i dont have friends only one u know who? whenever i made friends they bitched me i dont know i also went to hanuman mandir at kashmiri gate too far she will come tommorow today she has to go net exchange u know why? my eyes paining and want to sleep but i cant i worte many poems for whom i dont know today i realize why i worte too many poems becoz i neevr get love expect my late grandfather i want to hug someone i told her but we cant u know why? read this
The day you appeared I lost my heartTo you, to love.And from that day I cannot partFrom you, from love.You hold me tightTo you, to love.In my thoughts all day and nightOf you, of love.I offer all that I have to giveTo you, to love.And all my days I want to liveWith you, in love. so good night i will sleep after 12 ok bye